That pain

That pain
sudden, unexpected
I shouldn't be surprised
used to it by now
The scars on my skin
red and bloody
hurt less than your words
incomparable pain
I thought
too little, too much
Not realistically enough
lost myself in fantasies
with a dream of you
I
needed you for me
to grow my smile
felt safe
felt happy
That pain, your words
Now silence

(23-01-2015)